selenarox; and the graduation dreams

So, I've got graduation on the brain.
Mainly because I can NOT wait to do it.
And my subconcious has been playing into my interest in graduation.
In the past month alone, I have had two very strange graduation dreams.

The first one:
The first one, was like, a weird conference??
Everyone that was graduating was sitting in an ampatheatre, and the relatives were hanging out in the lobby. the top of the seating was where the presenter was, with a curtain. Behind the curtain, were kids that had gone to our school, in our grade, at some point over the past 4 years, but were not graduating with us, i.e. they moved or stayed back or something.
A kid would emerge from the curtain and give a speech about the person who was about to graduate, (this girl was my best friend when I went here, blah blah, truely great, blah blah) and then present them with the diploma. As I watched this happen, I was talking to the person sitting next to me, and I just said "Wow, how much you want to bet that Levi has to present me?" joking. Levi and I were best friends, we kind of dated, and "were in love" at some points or another, blah blah waste of my life blah blah.

And from behind the curtain, comes out Levi, and he just says "this girl ruined my life, and doesn't deserve anything." and he burned my diploma! And said "fuck you, Selena Rox." and I stood up and was like "WHAT THE FUCK?!" and he just ran out, so I chased him, screaming, "HOW COULD YOU FUCK ME OVER LIKE THIS AGAIN?!" and I ran out to the lobby, and I lost him, and I saw my mum and I was enraged. I walked into this office room, it's the office room in Macy's department store, where my mum used to work, and I just destroyed the room.

Second dream:
So I was hanging out with my friends in RI, and I got home late on the night of graduation. Everyone at my house had already left, except my 13 year old cousin. for some reason, I was wearing flip-flops, and all I saw available to use to get to graduation was a tricycle. so her i am, wearing flip-flops, driving a tricycle to my graduation, and my cousin, who can drive, apparently, just drove next to me. Did I mention that it had rained recently, so the moon is shining off the pavement? (I have very vivid detailed dreams) and I just kept asking her to just let me drive with her and she was like
"Nah. You got this."
and I was like "...WTF?! You're only going to watch ME graduate, which I can't do I don't get there on time." and she was just like
"Naaaw. Seriously. You got this. You'll make it. I promise. I have faith in you." and then she drove off! and I was alone, riding a plastic big wheeled tricycle, in flip-flops, in the dark, on my wet street.